Last night Ronnie and I were sitting outside on the deck after church. It was a beautiful night. The moon was out. (that's where i pretend Kel is so I know she is close. I no Stupid, but it gets me through this life.)
Anyway, we were looking at clouds and making things out of them. We found an angel, like the one on kels headstone, and just beyond it was a bunch of clouds that made out what Heaven may look like. So welcoming and so peaceful.
Ronnie found a dinosaur with 27 cavemen with spears. Out of that same bunch of clouds I found a hummingbird (my Mrs Peacock and I used to look at humming birds and when she passed there was one at my window. Never before was one and never since has there been one) I told Ronnie that now weneeded to find a frog for our Leslie that passed away. (Long story just know that the frog and hummingbird are signs from God that they are all ok in Heaven.)
We couldn't find a frog.
So we went to the back of the yard and had a fire until it was dark. I went in the house while Ronnie tossed water on the fire.A few minutes later, Ronnie came in and told me to come outside. It was unbelievable. There on our back deck was a frog. Yep. Right close to the patio window.
The moral of this story. As many of you know, I believe god sends us signs that tells us our loved ones are safe in his arms. I believe Ronnie and I received the signs from God through the clouds and even the frog.
Some may call me crazy and maybe losing Kelsey has made me crazy but you know what, I get some comport every time God sends me a bluebird, a hummingbird, and even a frog. I KNOW I am going to Heaven some day and I wonder, what will God send my family and friends to let them know I am finally in his arms and holding Kelsey's hand.